I know it’s not a competition in suffering. There are many people far more ill than me. However, I can say confidently that I know how to suffer. I love the mentally ill because they understand and know how to suffer. Most people I have met with mental health issues had serious issues in their childhood and trauma is a major factor in their condition. You are all fucking legends. I love you so much!
Here’s my verified list (we all have one I know but it’s for the weirdos who think they’re normal and belittle us. Cunts!):
- Schizophrenia.
- Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
- Post-traumatic Stress Disorder.
- Autism.
- Alcoholism.
- Nerve damage from medicine and alcohol abuse.
- Chronic serotonin problems.
Detoxes:
What I have detoxed from:
- Xanax (alprazolam).
- Alcohol.
- Lorazepam.
- Diazepam.
- Clozapine.
It’s hard. Every day is fucking hard. Every day for the mentally ill is harder than the hardest day for the majority of the population. We are strong. Acute withdrawal for me lasted 8 fucking months. Holy fucking shit is all I can say about that.
Medication:
- Olanzapine (25mg).
- Sertroline (100mg).
- Diazepam (8mg).
I have permanent nerve damage from these detoxes. Be careful coming off benzos and alcohol. It can fuck you up. It did to me.
If you’re mentally ill and the world hates you, let me tell you something. God adores you and if you didn’t suffer I imagine he’d utterly destroy the world. You hold back His just anger.
You know who you are. You’d dare call us weirdos.