Tired of fighting. It’s so fucking hard having to navigate this world. We’re all broken. Some of the sanest people I ever met were inpatients at psychiatric wards. I wish the same could be said about the outside. It can’t. What a broken world. The fact society continues to function is evidence of God’s existence in itself.
My paranoia isn’t great. My imagination about conspiracy is complete bullshit. I wish I could fucking recognise this at the time.
Am I going to end up dead? Who fucking knows. We face death every day. Fuck my mind.
Jesus mercy please. This world sucks.